Don’t argue with me now!  I am a mess.  I seem to be stuck and I don’t know how to get out of it.  I was so happy with the way things were going.  Then somehow… poof I messed them all up and now I am really unhappy.  (I should mention I am typing this while I am watching Dr. Who; remember, my addiction.)

Happiness, what exactly does it mean?


noun \ˈha-pē-nəs\

: the state of being happy

: an experience that makes you happy

Oh bother… I suppose sometimes I build up this perfect image in my head.  I need to find the medium where I am happy and my family is happy.  Although I am pretty sure they are.  I know the kids are.  My bonus child had an appointment today and he is down 4lbs.  I am proud of him!!  He is working so hard at track and school.

I have always said that in High School they need a real life class where you experience things in the new world.  Even if it takes a year or maybe you take it during the summer.  Does anyone remember that show where the teenagers wanted a baby so they put them in the realty show?  If you don’t remember I will refresh your memory.  I know you are dying to know! haha

It starts out that one of them has to work at all times; they have a salary they have to use.  They then begin with a newborn and work their way all the way up to the elderly.  I think this was an excellent use of the real world.  Give everyone a dose of realty because lets face it.  Some of us didn’t get much of it growing up.  Now don’t get me wrong I am not blaming my parents, they were wonderful and gave me a lot of things that I wanted as a child and even some things I didn’t want.  I didn’t always appreciate it either.

So my stomach has been quite a mess lately so I am trying to live by the BRAT diet until I am back to normal.  I added a slice of cake with that today though and had no rice or applesauce.  SO I am basically a BT! haha I always thought it was an interesting term to use for a diet to help your stomach!

Well I just got hugely distracted by this episode.  Juicy!

I cannot turn my head off sometimes, it just keeps going and going.  Okay well I cannot type anymore I am too into this episode!