Well of course. I feel as huge as a box right now. I didn’t overeat on Thanksgiving though. I assume because I cooked it all. By the time I was done cooking I was over eating it.

I look in the mirror and I am not sure who I see. It is not me. It’s some big girl with a round face. What happened to me? What happened to that girl that ate nothing but HMR food for 9 months?  I fought so hard to lose weight once. Now I feel like it is money down the drain. 😦 I feel like a huge disappointment.

I cannot sleep with my son because I am so big. I cannot sit or lay comfortably anymore. I am not looking forward to tomorrow. I weight tomorrow. I can feel the fat on me since I was small a year ago. I hate it.

I CAN DO THIS!! WE ALL CAN

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