Hello to all….hope you didn’t think I forgot about anyone.
To be honest, I have been disappointed in myself and unhappy with some things overall. One I haven’t lost a single pound. Well I take that back I lost 10 and gained 10. I started back with HMR and quit. I then went with Weight Watchers and have not been in it a week. However I haven’t even paid attention to what I am doing yet. I am sitting here watching sappy movies and crying when I should be in bed since I have to wake up in 6hrs.
So my husband told me that he fell in love with me because of my confidence; which I no longer have. I am not sure where I lost it. All I know is I am so unhappy with things. I know I know I have control over it. Decisions in life are so hard to make which they never ever teach you.
I should worry about myself too but I never ever do and never seem to be able to. I put everyone else first. I don’t know what else to do. I think I cry more now as an adult than I did as a child. So all these little stuggles would be why I have no wrote in awhile. I promise that I will more often.
Until next time!!