Well I don’t know about where you are but where I am it is 6:31 in the am on Wednesday. Well now it is 6:36 because Baby Boy woke up. He went and crawled into our bed. (Why am I not in there you ask? We will get to that issue.) Okay maybe we will get to that now. I haven’t been able to sleep lately. Lots on my mind.
I have been in a lot of pain the last few weeks, even months. Nothing really seems to calm it, not Tylenol, not any prescribed pain killer. When I was in the hospital they gave me Morphine…. not to self do not ever ever take Morphine again. (makes me sick to my stomach and become a not so nice person). So lately I just stay awake in pain and sleep when I can sleep. Although I am a toss and turn lady lately. I do have to admit that part of me thinks if my weight was down I would not have so much pain.
I realize that by me being in the state that I am that I affect all that is around me. My precious children, my amazing husband, and my most awesome live-in baby-sitter and her husband.
I might have mentioned lately that we are debt-snowballing so we are on a very strict budget. With that budget in place I have three Brides/Bachelorette’s/Bridal Shower etc… two of which I am the host. How do you host parties on a budget? Wow oh wow. I have some ideas and homemade crafts I believe I am going to try to do. It would be amazing to see if I get away with doing them both for $20.00 each. You know what I CAN DO IT!!!!
Pinterest helps with the ideas, and lack of sleep. Once I get started I never seem to want to go to sleep. I love Pinterest and yes I know it is basically the same as Google, just prettier. 🙂 Netflix also helps keep me awake too. Right now I am on Season 2 of NCIS (I watch it all the time but I like going straight through a series.) Episode 8. Umm…. yeah so I started watching 3 days ago. lol
So I am party of a House Party… Shimmer and Shine… the kids are so so so so so so excited. I cannot put enough so’s in there. When I say kids, I mean all three of them from age 3 to 9. Yes even the 9 year old. Wow oh wow… so since we are having other kids over I keep thinking of how to decorate… don’t worry I will post photos in a later blog and let you know how it went. I thought I might use some of these signs for the Popcorn Bar… now just to get them made….
I always strive to be the best Mom and Wife that I can be and I really don’t feel like I have done that the past few years. I think I have thought more about me and sleeping then anyone else. I cannot wait to go see the Doctor Thursday and help that there is some big explanation!! I need it. I need to know I am not mental. Or am I?